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Beachy keen 🌊 (at Diver’s Cove, Laguna Beach CA)

Beachy keen 🌊 (at Diver’s Cove, Laguna Beach CA)

“Depression is not beautiful poetry and sympathy from loved ones and a beautiful girl crying in the middle of the night while her boyfriend holds her and whispers “I love you” over and over again. 
Depression is not dead flowers and lana del rey music and dark eyeliner and lipstick smearing your face as you cry in a dirty bathtub smeared with your own blood. 
Depression is a foul taste in your mouth and smell in your room because you don’t care enough to take a shower or brush your teeth. 
Depression is longing for the days you cry because feeling something is better than feeling nothing and being sad is better than the blunt anxiety that is a constant in the back of your mind. 
Depression is watching your friends slip away because you don’t care enough to call them or see them and in turn feeling lonely and ignored because it feels like they don’t care enough to call you or see you. 
Depression is watching your grades plunge because how can you care about them when you don’t even care if you live or die?
Depression is having your teachers and your parents call you lazy and unmotivated and a deadbeat because of these grades and because your illness is so blind to them you have trouble convincing even yourself that it exists. 
Depression is your back aching from staying in bed for hours a day, hoping you can live out your life in bed until you don’t have to live anymore. 
Depression is staying up until five a.m. watching tv because if you turn everything off you will be alone with your thoughts and there is nothing on earth worse than that. 
Depression is groaning in disappointment and anxiety when you wake up the next morning. 
Depression is praying yet again that night that you don’t wake up. 
Depression is not romantic. It is not beautiful. It is disgusting, empty, ugly. It is a pain so deep and long lasting you forget how you ever were without it.” In honour of robin Williams
– Anonymous (via fixedpenny)
stupididiotvideos:

My first attempt at minimalist art. In memory of Robin Williams and his unforgettable characters.

stupididiotvideos:

My first attempt at minimalist art. In memory of Robin Williams and his unforgettable characters.

age-of-the-fangirl:

Disney is airing Aladdin on Saturday and Sunday. 

Pass it on

jupiter2:

Robin Williams Movie Quotes

cutiexirwin:

 

dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough

(Source: ewpeanutbutter, via unveiledcriticism)

big-ending:

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

(Source: reddit.com, via retro-child)

ready 2 rock out at the alice cooper & mötley crüe show

ready 2 rock out at the alice cooper & mötley crüe show

Are you straddling a missile or are you just happy to see me? (at Point Mugu Missile Park)

Are you straddling a missile or are you just happy to see me? (at Point Mugu Missile Park)

Beachy keen 🌊 (at Diver’s Cove, Laguna Beach CA)

Beachy keen 🌊 (at Diver’s Cove, Laguna Beach CA)

“Depression is not beautiful poetry and sympathy from loved ones and a beautiful girl crying in the middle of the night while her boyfriend holds her and whispers “I love you” over and over again. 
Depression is not dead flowers and lana del rey music and dark eyeliner and lipstick smearing your face as you cry in a dirty bathtub smeared with your own blood. 
Depression is a foul taste in your mouth and smell in your room because you don’t care enough to take a shower or brush your teeth. 
Depression is longing for the days you cry because feeling something is better than feeling nothing and being sad is better than the blunt anxiety that is a constant in the back of your mind. 
Depression is watching your friends slip away because you don’t care enough to call them or see them and in turn feeling lonely and ignored because it feels like they don’t care enough to call you or see you. 
Depression is watching your grades plunge because how can you care about them when you don’t even care if you live or die?
Depression is having your teachers and your parents call you lazy and unmotivated and a deadbeat because of these grades and because your illness is so blind to them you have trouble convincing even yourself that it exists. 
Depression is your back aching from staying in bed for hours a day, hoping you can live out your life in bed until you don’t have to live anymore. 
Depression is staying up until five a.m. watching tv because if you turn everything off you will be alone with your thoughts and there is nothing on earth worse than that. 
Depression is groaning in disappointment and anxiety when you wake up the next morning. 
Depression is praying yet again that night that you don’t wake up. 
Depression is not romantic. It is not beautiful. It is disgusting, empty, ugly. It is a pain so deep and long lasting you forget how you ever were without it.” In honour of robin Williams
– Anonymous (via fixedpenny)
stupididiotvideos:

My first attempt at minimalist art. In memory of Robin Williams and his unforgettable characters.

stupididiotvideos:

My first attempt at minimalist art. In memory of Robin Williams and his unforgettable characters.

(Source: typelikeagirl)

age-of-the-fangirl:

Disney is airing Aladdin on Saturday and Sunday. 

Pass it on

jupiter2:

Robin Williams Movie Quotes

cutiexirwin:

 

dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough

(Source: ewpeanutbutter, via unveiledcriticism)

big-ending:

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

(Source: reddit.com, via retro-child)

ready 2 rock out at the alice cooper & mötley crüe show

ready 2 rock out at the alice cooper & mötley crüe show

time 2 werk

time 2 werk

Are you straddling a missile or are you just happy to see me? (at Point Mugu Missile Park)

Are you straddling a missile or are you just happy to see me? (at Point Mugu Missile Park)

"“Depression is not beautiful poetry and sympathy from loved ones and a beautiful girl crying in the middle of the night while her boyfriend holds her and whispers “I love you” over and over again. 
Depression is not dead flowers and lana del rey music and dark eyeliner and lipstick smearing your face as you cry in a dirty bathtub smeared with your own blood. 
Depression is a foul taste in your mouth and smell in your room because you don’t care enough to take a shower or brush your teeth. 
Depression is longing for the days you cry because feeling something is better than feeling nothing and being sad is better than the blunt anxiety that is a constant in the back of your mind. 
Depression is watching your friends slip away because you don’t care enough to call them or see them and in turn feeling lonely and ignored because it feels like they don’t care enough to call you or see you. 
Depression is watching your grades plunge because how can you care about them when you don’t even care if you live or die?
Depression is having your teachers and your parents call you lazy and unmotivated and a deadbeat because of these grades and because your illness is so blind to them you have trouble convincing even yourself that it exists. 
Depression is your back aching from staying in bed for hours a day, hoping you can live out your life in bed until you don’t have to live anymore. 
Depression is staying up until five a.m. watching tv because if you turn everything off you will be alone with your thoughts and there is nothing on earth worse than that. 
Depression is groaning in disappointment and anxiety when you wake up the next morning. 
Depression is praying yet again that night that you don’t wake up. 
Depression is not romantic. It is not beautiful. It is disgusting, empty, ugly. It is a pain so deep and long lasting you forget how you ever were without it.” In honour of robin Williams"

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hi. i'm amy. i'm 23. obviously, i cannot look normal in photos. i'm from sunny, smoggy southern california. i'm a drummer. i have been an alice cooper fanatic since i was 7. a while ago i stopped caring and started wearing whatever i feel like whenever i want. i adore oliver reed. wayne's world brings me immense joy. i miss my childhood way too much. i love anything related to lucille ball & desi arnaz. i'm odd...not in a cool way, just an annoying way.

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